Wed, 09 Sep 2009 05:23:13 GMT

Here we go once again. I keep deleting all the posts here to start from the beginning. It usually happens, when my main blog starts getting on my nerves.

I'm really happy to leave Moscow now, I really am. Well I've spent here one and half month, it's really a long time for this city. There was a time, when i liked Moscow, with all it's architecture and so on, but the most important thing was, that I had friends here, or I thought these people were my friends. With the time all those people became foreign to me - we've got different interests, different lives, different friends. And, actually that only thing, which i liked here is long gone.

Every time i come here with the hope that those people I'm going to meet here, will be kinda happy about it too. But things don't really work out that way. I keep spending useless days at home thinking how it all sucks.

I'm really looking forward to classes, not that i liked it, but there's still a goal. I'm scared like hell, because I don't really know what exactly am I supposed to do.

And Lu will be there too. I don't think I ever had such a close friend. We almost live together, but much more important is that we really enjoy being together 24\7, not just once a week or something. It's cool when you can come at 12 p.m. and just hang out together.

Spontaneity is what I really miss in Moscow. It's such a big city that u have to plan everything, and u have to be ready, that you are going to spend more time in subway, that actually with another person. And usually this doesn't work. They write you sms that they can't and that it's better to postpone your appointment etc. I hate it.

On Friday evening I'll be at my place in Germany, and at this moment it makes me happy.

La persestencia de la memoria